Finals

I'm scared and when I'm scared I shy away from things. I leave them and block them out. Whenever I have a faint thought about them I panic and become depressed instantly. I don't know but I need to pull myself together. Such times I find the weakness in me most visible. It's so much easier not doing things and slacking. It's easier freaking out. It's easier feeling fed up and sorry for myself. This is it. There's no time to make up if I slack. Every minute I waste cannot be brought back. When will I realize that and act upon it?